Proven

A beautiful quote given to me in a special letter of encouragement, "...Paige know who you are in Christ. It makes me want to cry tears of joy, God has proven Himself just in you...." This statement means so much more to me now that I have children. There are no feelings that compare to those when you look at your child. If I have ever doubted the existence of God there would be no doubt that He is real due to the awesomeness that is my children. They have a glow about them that cannot be explained, but just radiates from their presence. Others can't see it, just the eyes of their parents can discern it.
But here remains the truth, God had nothing to prove to me, but He did it none the less and in the way that I would see the best. That is how it will be for my kids. You will have your own personal experience to have the veil removed. And the choice will be up to you. Imagine the agony of allowing your child to make the biggest decision on their own?! I so badly want to push you to it, and help you make it. But that may just drive you further away from the truth, and into the arms of the deceiver which is so prevalent in our world. "Seek and you shall find." (Matthew 7:7)